| long days and longer nights |
[26 Aug 2004|09:07pm] |
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i am so tired. when i got home from work last night i was suppose to meet the girls at moscow but after putting on my pjs i thought it was a better idea for me to get some sleep.
i was a half hour late to work today which didn't really bother me since tomorrow is my last day. i called my dad to tell him happy birthday which is suprising since i hold such a hate for him. i actually talk to my bitter old hag of a grandmother for the first time in ages. dad made me do it, i didnt want to. i asked how my cousin feather was and she told me about her having a kid and buying a house and getting married all at the age of 23. im so glad im not half of my family. i got feather address and decided to write her a letter. we used to write eachother all of the time when we were young. i wanted to start that back up again. after work i went to my uncle george and aunt tammys house. they fed me. i love food. now im waiting around for a phone call i probably wont get.
monday i start my new job at arden b. woo hoo for me and all the cute new clothes i will be buying. thats it for now.
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| my list |
[26 Aug 2004|01:07am] |
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- finish last two days of shitty old job
-start great new job monday
-pay off credit card and but new clothes for new job with vacation check
-also get tattoo finished with that same check
-learn to make money stretch to do those listed above
-stop going out for the month of september
-put laundry away
-catch up with friends
-go to sleep!!!
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| ...nice day for a white wedding! |
[13 Jun 2004|01:38am] |
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baby got back... best wedding song ever |
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just got home from crystal and davids wedding. it was like a high school reunion. it was sooooo much fun! kenny was my date. the whole room was filled with current and ex dancers so it wasnt hard filling the floor. im sure everyone thinks kenny and i are a couple. we never stopped dancing with each other and slow danced every song while screaming the lyrics into one anothers ears. the wedding was beautiful. it was on the beach right before sunset. kenny and i were smart and wore flip flops to the ceremony and changed into my heels for the reception. i didnt cry until everyone was giving their speeches. they are such a awesome couple. i cant imagine a more perfect pair. kenny lied and said it was going to be a dry wedding but heaven answered my prayers and there was a bar. woo hoo! whisky sours all nite then i moved on to the wine. i think i got some good pictures so i'll post. have a good nite ya'll. i will, my bed looks so good right now.
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| "do you guys have pot?" |
[02 Jun 2004|06:22pm] |
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eden, ana, chris, julie, and me went to the american eyes show. we laughed at groupie strippers dancing in front of us. great comments were made. laughed, bonded, and voted we are the funniest people alive. we went back to daves house after. i spent most of my time again laughing at these horrible drunk strippers (one who totally got done by so and so) and text messaging someone back and forth who was sitting probably seven feet away. <3
p.s. saw john, so weird.
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| im actually going on a date... kinda. |
[17 May 2004|12:51pm] |
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me and kenny are going to crystal and davids wedding together. we are going to dress super cute, i love wearing heels! and he's the perfect height. oh and how can i forget that he's my dance partner in crime. im so excited for this.
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| my love is as strong as the beat. |
[05 May 2004|04:53pm] |
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stupid hoobastank song |
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it felt good to have one last conversation about everything we'd gone through. i love him so much and i just want him to be happy. i am bummed that we can no longer be friends, at least for the time being. it was all i could think about yesterday. whod would have though that stupid hoobastank song would fit so perfectly in my life right now. so lame. i really mis having someone though. i miss taking care of someone, buying random gifts(cds), call when im bored or when something funny happens. i miss it all. i want it back.
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| oh yeah |
[02 May 2004|09:33pm] |
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oh yeah, who got their lip tattoo? julie and i thats who!
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| there should be a show about it... |
[08 Apr 2004|08:25pm] |
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um last sunday was amazing. i dont think i wrote about it. hot short night for the wc...oh yeah. i got kinda stage fright with everyone staring. i didnt think it was going to be such a big deal. but it was sure good for giggles. i'll post pictures when i get them.
went to fred segal today to get my hair done by dean. he was so uncomfortable at work it was funny. i couldn't even fucking joke with him, he said i was embarassing him. i know thats impossible though. he does that well enough on his own;) i was singing shut up by the black eyed peas with a round hair brush. it was so funny. he gave me the best scalp message ever. it came out really good. i would consider making him my new hair guy but its like 150 to get my hair done and he's not down for the hooking up so i shall find someone else. i came home for about an hour and then went back to the salon to get edens hair done. she is one if the prettiest sweetest girls ever. she is in my top 10 for sure. after that we went to swingers for dinner. we talked a bit about my tattoo that i'll be getting in two weeks. think i have a new twist im not sure though i need to talk to juan.
eden and i voted and julie lost so we are heading to start shoes. julie doenst want to go cause she works at 6 but i told her id give her a ride if she went. she agreed pretty quickly so she cant say i twisted her arm or anything. but i know i must go pick her up from work. im the best roommate ever.
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| i fell in love again |
[06 Apr 2004|01:20am] |
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spoke to so and so and blushed just like it was a year a ago. god i fucking hate that kid. we were suppose to get hitched. i loved making him cheesecake. i could become domestic for that kid. stupid him having a girlfriend. and stupid me for always wanting to be.
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| this was my day |
[29 Mar 2004|11:52pm] |
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i worked from 5pm till 2am last night so i couldnt go to 82 which i was bummed about cause it was hollys first night out in like forever. when i got home holly and stephen were out side so i spoke to them for a bit. holly and i made plans to go window shopping in snata monica since we both have the day off. a little one on one time with holly is in need and i honestly dont think its ever been done. i consider her one of my good friends. i trust and respect her like crazy.
dean and i claimed bed last night so julie and will had to sleep on the floor. we started to watch the 13th floor but i fell sleep almost at the end. dean and i have a awesome bet going on that im so going to win. julie is on my side also.i had to wake up so fucking early to move dean and mines car. after that went bakc to bed and woke up aorund 1 dean and i sat aournd watching tv and then scott came over to help move the rest of myself from simi.
it was his birthday so i felt badly that he was going to be doing labor. he met my crazy aunt that i had warned him baout on our way there. she was trying to speak with me the whole time but i hold grudges so i didnt pay much attention. we got everything to fit... kinda. we had to pull over twice on the freeway to push my bed back into the truck. it was an adventure to say the least. when we got back dean helped move in the rest of my stuff while julie and will were at the store. so now i have my bed as a couch and we have a place to sit. will made such good dinner. its nice to have him in the family. and julie made yum cake for scotts birthday.
today was great. happy birthday scott!
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| two of the best people EVER! and now they're ROOMMATES!? |
[27 Mar 2004|08:12pm] |
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last night was one of the best nights i've had since i moved here. i mean its been a blast thus far but last night reminded me why julie and i are such good friends.
my day started off as usual, waking up late and hating the drive to work. but then i had a talk with my district manager before my shift was over and he really motivated me. he said the promotion was mine and just to be patient. this is what i needed to hear after these past couple months of pure bullshit and getting my chain yanked.
after work i met my mom for dinner at our fav resturant and had a good talk. i ate so fucking much my mom and i sat amazed at my empty plate. i was so tired after dinner so i headed home after about 30minutes of after dinner talk.
when i got homw julie was laying in bed still in her work clothes. she told me about her day and i told her about mine we laid in bed for a good two hours talking about the most mundane crap. i got in the shower around 10 and julie was telling me to hurry up so we could do our nightly sit ups that we still haven't begun to begin. i put on my new pjs, the ones that say hollister across the ass, god i love that store, and laid next to julie on the floor. we looked at guess adds for a good twenty minutes for inspiration but we still couldnt work up enough want to actually get cracking. so julie had this amazing idea to go to underground in comfy clothes and just dance for two hours straight, and no lame dancing, like working out dancing, pulling all the stops. when we stepped out the door i voted we should jog there on top of it to really get going. hahahahaha she fucking agreed and we were off, running down santa monica blvd in jeans and t shirts huffing and puffing like the fat kids we are becoming. when we got to the club we ran into jeff, will, dean, scott, and tim. they laughed at us and our idea. when we got in we watsed no time in running to the middle of the floor and busting out. i had to take oss my top shirt and show every one my undie tank cause i was dripping sweat. we were dancing like such lesbians singing every song to one another. we only took one water break. the boys alughed at us and will said we were cute when he came to spend the night. best night EVER!
and now tonight its scotts birthday outting so julie and i are going to break out our birthday skirts at bang. we are the bestest in the westest.
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| i LOVE boys! |
[18 Mar 2004|06:49pm] |
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tatu- damn it doug! |
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hahahaha yeah right, who could love a boy? wait, yes, yes i could.
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| if youre a dog then im a bitch |
[16 Mar 2004|11:48am] |
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i have been having such a great time since ive moved here even though i hardly see my roomie i still heart it just the same. yay for being happy again. hung out with josh last night. im so excited for everything thats going on with him and this engine burns. i know they are having bad times but they are such a good band that i know it will work out for them in the end. reality tv is so good. hahaha. i love hanging out with josh, he is one of the few guys i know that dont hit on me. we had this talk about how great it'll be when im in love. he makes me excited about it. i dont know why ive been having all these conversations about stuff like that. arron asked me if i wanted to find "the one" right now. i answered no. he asked me why and i didnt have a good answer, just said i was too young. "but if he were the one you wouldnt be concerned about meetiing anyone else." he said. which is totally true and i never really looked at it like that. but i know its not something i can make happen so for now ill just do my thing and stop worrying about ending up a lonely old woman. what the fuck am i worrying for anyway, IM ONLY TWENTY!
i thought of a good tattoo idea. i think im going to start saving up for it startiing next pay check.
lately we've been having so many people over i feel like a house wife. i really like it. i just have to learn how to cook now. dean is like a a new roommate it seems. i dont mind it so much. he makes me laugh.him and i talked a little about john last night and it made me sad. that guy was awesome. today in traffic i began to think about all my goodtimes with fellas and i think i miss john and mark the most. so casual. i miss that.
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| im an adult |
[09 Mar 2004|11:57am] |
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its been a week saturday that i moved out. its been so much fun and i feel so good about myself. julie and i are having so much fun. its weird cause everyone asks how it is since its a one bedrrom and we're sharing the same bed but honestly we hardly see eachother. we both work so much. its nice having a friend here at all times to talk to though, about anything, a bad day, stupid boys. ever since ive been here i want to be productive so i try and wake up before 10 on days off and just get little lmae stuff done. i just dont want to waste my days and time anymore. even if julie and i just got cable on thursday. well, now im off to do the dishes, like a house wife. i love this.
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| stars in my eyes |
[03 Mar 2004|12:04am] |
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him- wicked game |
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if you dont know now you know, ive finally moved into julies. hollyhood! i moved in saturday and its been such a goodtime. i mean i havent done much, just the usual but just knowing im on my own is kind of a rush. but now im off to watch once apon a time in mexico cause im not 21 and julie is out on the town.
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| ive been sleeping too much. |
[26 Feb 2004|12:02am] |
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i have so much to type.
i cant seem to turn my brain off.
i heard ex-girlfriend three times on monday, creepy.
im moving into julies place this week. we’re going to ikea on friday to go closet shopping since our wardrobes are going to be out of hand. i still need to find a truck to move my bed and other random stuff.
god i love the rain. it reminds me that im not the only one crying. god im such a queer sometimes.
my shoes are soaking wet from running to my car in the rain. i think im catching a cold.
all i really want right now is to hug someone, how lame am i right now? go ahead and be honest.
i need that promotion so badly right now. money is tight.
yup i think i have a cold.
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| learn learn again |
[24 Feb 2004|03:59pm] |
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i will never again give up pieces of myself to make another person feel they are a part of my life when it all doesn't matter at the end.
i will never debate giving up my beliefs so that one person can think 1% better of me.
i have never said “im sorry” so many times for it not to matter anymore. i have turned into something i always said i never would become and thats my father.
and yes i will get defensive when someone is constantly judging my character.
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| i didnt think i was that hot... |
[09 Feb 2004|10:33pm] |
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beyonce- me myself and i... i love pop music |
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this week was exciting. the girls and i actually hung out three times this week. our usual sunday, the following tuesday, and then saturday night. needless to say we were all beat by sunday and decided to take the night off. holly bought my presents for no reason at all. i love my friends.
so much drama rama went down at my house a week or so ago and now im moving out... finally. ive said i was going to for almost a year now but yup its happening. im moving in with the wonderful julie. and we are hopefully going to move into sarahs apartment complex. then i could borrow sugar and such. im really excited but super fucking scared. i hope everything works out for the best. im kinda proud of myself. i just found out mark is moving back out to silverlake in april. im excited. he is such an awesome guy, and im glad we could still be friends.
in other news, i have a stalker. i interviewed this guy last week and now he is in everyday asking for me i guess. i was off all weekend and people at work said he came in asking for me. and today he came in four times to stalk me. he asked me for a ride home and was telling me all this way creepy stuff. i think im going to buy pepper spray tomorrow. or borrow wills knife.
p.s. i have a suprise. shhhhhhh
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